Kamis, 16 April 2009

10 reasons why we love our boys

well, terinspirasi dari postingan temennya temen gw di notes facebook. no offense, semua orang lagi keranjingan facebook saat ini ( inc. me). Di postingan temennya temen gw yang berjudul 'gw suka sama cewe soalnya ..' (kalo gasalah itu deh judulnya) nulisin 10 alasan yang bikin cowo suka sama cewe. Nah sekarang gw jadi tertarik bikin yang versi cewenya. hehehehe.



enjoy!



10 reasons why we love our boys :



1. they have their litle name for us, and we love that name which given by them



2. they always laugh when we try to make a jokes, even we know that it isn't that funny actualy.



3. they know how to treat us like a queen



4. the way they stare at our eyes make us believe that they love us faithfully



5. they always know the right way and moment whenever they have to flirt us.



6. the way they hold our hands feels like they don't want us to leave them.



7. when they tell us that we were beautiful no matter how mess we are.



8. when they rub our back or just stroke our hair while we were on unstable emotion



9. their impatience to deal with us when we were on pra-menstruation.



10. and of course when they give their chest and shoulder for us while we were crying, and their warmth smile always make us safe in every situation.





love,

saqy sakina rahmania

Sabtu, 14 Februari 2009

my side project










next project : photography.!


in this photo : saqy
location : museum bank mandiri - kota



in this photo : giovenny, saqy, riefni, deffi
location : kota




in this photo : saqy, lala
location : museum bank mandiri - kota



in this photo : firdaus, saqy
location :



in this photo : saqy, firdaus
location :



in this photo : saqy, firdaus
location : McD - bintaro sek.9

Rabu, 11 Februari 2009

how to save a life ??

I feel tired with what have been happening this recent weeks. I don't know. I just dont feel it right. something wrong or something missed --I just can't found the difference between 'em-- happened unconsciously. Yeaa, I'm talk about everything that've been surrounding me, friends - boyfriend - parents - siblings - pedestrians - the user of trans jakarta bus and everyone, it was unexceptable.

I'm totally sick of this maze, or should I say it trouble ?? I think it could be yes, because I got trouble in my own life.

Friends : I just don't have any besties now. Because I don't know, when would they're becoming a TRUE friends and when they're taking their masks and turn into a FAKE friends. No, no I don't mean to have a negative thinking about friends, but I'm serious, I just scared being cheated by someone - which - I - call - him/her/them - friends. I've been there before, and it did hurt. They always spending time with me, going wild together, laughing out with me, but at the time when I face a problem, voila! they're absolutely gone.!! they just left me here alone with having no idea how to deal with this problem, when I need someone to rely on, when I need someone to share with, I just lose them.

it was sounds like a lyric of The Fray's song :
where did I go wrong I lost a friend
somewhere along in the bitterness
and I would have stayed up with you all night
had I known how to save a life ??

So now I pretend myself not to get along too close with someone as my besties. I'll make friendship with everyone, well, I always do that, but I mean, umm.. for now, I'm in an open friendship and I'm not in a good mood for having a close friends. I'm open with you, whether you are a true friends as yoursefls say or a fake friends.

Boyfriend : I still cant get the feel with him. I can't fit his rythm. he isn't my type too much. he wasn't what I wanted what I thought, NO. he wouldn't even open up the door. he isn't really what I'm looking for because he never made me feel like I was special, cause I was special. lol.
Well, it could be my fault because, I always comparing him with my ex. they're extremely different!!

Parents : They just never trust me. (full stop) That is the best sentence how I feel for them.

Siblings : Are they care of me ?? am I important for them ??. I lost them too these recent weeks. They just too busy to get along with me. Everyone had their own business. but hey, are they really that busy so they dont even have a space time to call me ? at least to say 'hi' to me ??. well, hell yeaahh, because everyone have their own business.






am I too selfish to write this post ??

Kamis, 18 Desember 2008

short update

I should feel happy nd I should thank to god because I've got what I want. but, I just couldn't get the feel. I feel plain. I mean, I love it, I love him. but, I think there's something missing between us. nd until now, I don't know what are those missing things.

Sabtu, 13 Desember 2008

10 things about me ??

berhubung dan sehubungan dengan saya di tag sama mbak nonni. so now I have to repost the article '10 things about me'. Sebenernya agak bingung juga apa yang mau gw bahas dari diri gw, because I have nothing special in me. zz boring banget pastinya. haha. Terus, tadi tiba - tiba secara ga sengaja dan bener - benar tidak disengaja, gw ngisi bulbo (bulletin board, red) yang di friendster itu yang isinya : faktor - faktor yang menyebabkan gw lebih memilih mati. haha. then I re-write it on this posting. So just check it out

10 reasons why I should die :

1. tugas - tugas yang setiap harinya bukannya berkurang tapi malah semakin bertambah.
hmm, setiap hari adaaa aja tugas. sedihnya, setiap kali selesai satu tugas bukannya lega karena uda hilang satu beban, tapi malah dateng lagi si tugas yang lainnya. hahhh. setelah melalui berbagai pengalaman seperti itu, akhirnya saya dapat menyimpulkan bahwa prinsip dasar dari tugas adalah : 'Gugur Satu Tumbuh Seribu'

2. GW LAGI STRESS . (full stop)

3. dampak stress yang membuat gw ingin belanja dan menghamburkan uang
kalo lagi stress biasanya gw melampiaskannya dengan belanjaaaaa. belanja gila - gilaan . atau, kalo kata lagunya Efek Rumah Kaca itu 'Belanja Terus Sampai Mati'

4. Efeknya bisa merambat sampai ke masalah perekonomian gw.
masalahnya adalahh, gw ga punya duit buat melampiaskan stress gw ini

5. Ga dapet - dapet arisan pula !!
sebenernya sihh seharusnya gw uda dapet arisan. Tapi karena gw merasa iba sama temen gw yang lebih membutuhkannya, jadi gw relain itu uang 300rb pindah tangan.
Begini ceritanya, waktu itu adalah hari kamis pagi hari di ruang kelas DS 305 mata kuliah PIP (Pengantar Ilmu Pendidikan, red). Nahh, setiap hari kamis adalah hari dimana ibu - ibu arisan rajin - rajinnya beribadah dan berdoa kepada Allah swt supaya diberi kemudahan dan kelancaran ekonominya, karena hidup dan matinya perekonomian ibu - ibu itu ditentukan oleh aqua gelas kosong yang di dalamnya terdapat nama - nama ibu - ibu arisan tersebut. setiap kocokannya sangat membuat ibu - ibu arisan itu merasa tegang, lol. yaahhh all in all pokoknya setiap hari kamis itu kita ngocok arisan di kelas. nahh, kebetulan pas hari itu si nonni belom dateng - dateng juga. Karena desakan - desakkan ibu - ibu arisan lain yang udah ga sabar, alhasil kita ninggalin nonni dan ngocok arisan deh. Jeleknya adalaah, yang keluar itu namanya 'NONNI' terus kita semua saling menatap satu sama lain. Dan akhirnya panitia arisan (Dar, Dwie, Depoy) memutuskan untuk mengocok ulang, karena nonni nya ga ada. Setelah pengocokan kedua diikuti dengan doa doa mujarab(ahaha berley ah gw !) keluarlah nama 'SAQY' bhahahahaha gw senengnyaaa minta ampun dahh, tapi masih kurang goceng soalnya si nonni masi ngutang 5000, tapi ga apa lah, ntar gw tagih kalo anaknya dateng. Namun, kesenangan gw itu hanya sesaat, dan semua berakhir ketika si nonni belande datang ditengah - tengah kebahagiaan gw.
dia datang dengan muka kecapeaaann banget. Trus dia duduk di depan gw. terus terjadilah percakapan yang mengenaskan hati.

saqy : (raut muka bahagia) ni, goceng ni goceng ! gw dapet arisan . huahuahauhauhuahuhah
nonni : (masih kecapean sambil kipas - kipas) hahh ?? serius lo ?? iya iya deh ntar
penny : (polos tak berdosa dan dengan santainya) nonni, lo telat sih datengnya, padahal kan tadi nama lo duluan tau yang keluar, tapi lo nya belom dateng sih jadi dikocok ulang deh. trus yang keluar nama saqy deh.
nonni : (kaget dan merasa tambah kepanasan) iyaa ?? kok gitu sihh ?? kok ga nungguin gw dulu sih baru ngocok ??
saqy : yaa lo datengnya telat. kan kesepakatan baru kita kalo di kocok ga ada orangnya, yaa dikocok ulang
sementara itu dibelakang gw
Dar : (nendang nendang kursi gw) qy ..
saqy : yaaa ??
Dar : Begooo~ .. lo bilang - bilang ya ke nonni ??
saqy : iya.. kenapa emang ??
Dar : Jangaaannn . dooh ntar dia marah!
saqy : yaahhh lo ga kongkalikong dulu tadi ama gw ! Penny duluan tadi yg ngasi tau
Penny : Dihh, ko jadi gw sihh ??
Dar : Iyaaa lo berdua dahh
setelah itu ga ada yang berani ngomongin arisan lagi didepan nonni, sampai akhirnya nonni nangis, dan gw pun merasa iba dan memberikan seluruh harta kekayaan hasil arisan gw ke nonni.

dan setelah insiden itu terjadi, nama gw udah ga ada di kocokan. yang ada namanya si nonni. Jadi, kalo besok - besok namanya nonni yang keluar, gw yang dapet arisan . Tapi, nama nonni ternyata ga hoki. buktinya sampe sekarang belom keluar juga. hahahaha.

6. Selama weekend kerjaan gw makan molooo non-stop. B.A.H.A.Y.A !!
hari rakus seduniaa !!
daftar makanan yang tela gw makan dari bangun tidur pagi - pagi tadi sampe sekarang :

1.rambutan
2.roti coklat keju satu tangkep
3.susu coklat
4.roti isi eskrim 3 kali makan
5.sarapan pecel
6.stick balado satu bungkus
7.spicy chicken burger McD
8.wafer nissin coklat
9.spon cake
10.eskrim lagi tapi ga pake roti (keabisan)
11.french fries mcD
12.spon cake lagi
13.risoles

hahhh .. weekend sungguh sangat membahayakan !! ckckck


7. Badan gw kaku semua. gara - gara ga pernah olahraga nih kayaknya. Badan gw kakuuu semua, kalo digerakin kayak bunyi , 'ngek - ngek' ato 'kretek.. kretekk'

8. Ralat buat no.7 !! ternyata setelah dipikir - pikir gw rutin olahraga !
tiap senin - kamis gw olahraga mulu tauu. tiap pagi dan sore hari senin - kamis, gw jalan kaki di jembatan busway yang sangat amat panjang di dukuh atas. hh ..

9. Inget - inget busway, gw dibuat gila sama busway
antrinyaaa yaaampuuunnnn ga abis pikir gw! Gw pikir orang - orang uda cukup banyak yang naik mobil pribadi sampe bikin macet gitu, gw pikir uda cukup banyak orang - orang yang naik metro mini, patas ac, keretaato bus kota sampe ada yang bediri diatas - atas kereta, di deket pintu - pintu metromini. Jadi, gw pikir pengguna busway dikit, tapi ternyataaaa, hahhh.. kacau lahh. sampe speechless gw ga bisa mendeskripsikan keadaan busway beserta antriannya. mana kalo uda sore baunya beraneka rupa lagi. hadooh. kalo masi pagi sih mending, baunya satu macem, jelas wangi sabun ato parfum. Nahh, kalo sore - sore gitu ?? BAHH !!

10. at last but not least, I know how they felt.
gw merasakan penderitaan yang sama dengan orang - orang pasuruan yang sampe rela mati buat ngedapetin pembagian zakat. remember those incident ?? zz.. gw ngerasain, gw tau gimana perjuangan mereka buat ngedapetin zakat itu. Bedanya, gw desek - desekkan , gw rebutan buat naik busway, bukan zakat. hhmmhhh.. what a life

dari sepuluh - sepuluhnya itu, gw rasa ga ada yang penting dalam hidup gw, so bisa jadi alasan kenapa gw lebih baik mati aja. hahahaha. meskipun gw punya beberapa alasan kenapa gw lebih baik mati aja, tapi gw punya ber-ratus ratus juta alasan kenapa gw harus hidup! ehehehehehe. So, just enjoy your life. kalo kata cinta laura :'Chill aja lagi' huahauhauhuahuaahahuhh

i.love.this.life.
i.do.love.sii.kanciiiil.kuuuu!
big love for him nd sweet hug for you guys!




Jumat, 05 Desember 2008

'twilight' movie : may I hav a vegie vampire as mine too ??







Ooomiiiigoosshhh nd I'm officially fall in love with a vampire ! well, no it isn't that horrible, because this vampire is totally CUTE ! even he is a vegetarian vampire ! imagine that ?? yeaa, though it doesn't mean that he eat vegetables, vegetarian in quote it mean .. he's just tryin' hard not to consume human blood but replace it with animal's blood. so, I just found out that the fact is : vegie vampire isn't dangerous to take as a boyfriend. lol.

here is the story, it was on Tuesday, mh, i can't remember the date yet. at that time, friend of mine ( jaman, red) told us (me nd my other friends, red) about the trilogy book of twilight written by Stephenie Meyer. He was just soo exciting about those twilight stuff. So, we felt curious with that too, so we decided to go to the cinemas ASAP, nd prove jaman's recommended film. oh iya, si jaman sama nonni sempet berantem gitu, pas jaman ngomong "twilight" but it sound like he was saying "toilet", nd it makes a little miss-communication there. hahaha.
jaman : (sibuk dengan ocehannya tentang 'twilight' stuff, yg padahal tiap hari kita ngedenger hal yang sama dari dia) blalala blalablablablalalala..
nonni : ah si jaman dari kemaren ngomongin twilight moloo dahh. penasaran gw !
jaman : yuk nonton yuk nonn !! (with his exciting face)
nonni : ajak yang laeenn, males gw kalo berdua lo doang !
jaman : (nengok ke gw nd meqy , nd BELIEVE ME ! he is taking his 'melas' face !, which it was really makes me feel 'males')
saqy : NO WAY !! kemaren gw abis nonton Quantum of Solace ! ga ada duit gw !
meqy : ayo ayo nonton ! kemaren gw juga udah nonton sih, tapi The City of Ember .
jaman : nahh ayooo !!
meqy : tapi gw maunya Journey to The Center of The Earth! film 3D tuh men !
nonni : wahh, keren juga tuh !
saqy : gw ga bawa dompet
nonni : sekarang lo bawa duit berapa ? ntar gw tambahin goceng dahh
jaman : (ga terima gw mau dibayarin goceng, ehm, maksudnya dia juga pengen minta ditambahin) ihhh, gw juga ga ada duit ! tambahin gw goceng , meq !
meqy : dihh ??
endy : Qy, ade lu pengen ikut tuh katanya! (dengan muka ga enaknya)
jaman : buruuann sebelum si ira minta ikut nonton !!(ira is friend of mine, yang suka dicengin sama anak2. but I know they're only kidding nd just making her as a jokes)
meqy : (muka ga enak dan ketakutan) yuk yuk yuk !!
well, then akhirnya gw tergoda rayuan setan - setan alas kaki ini ! dan ujung-ujungnya gw utang sama si ketua angkatan yang juga counter pulsa berjalan (Faher, red) .what the hell ??!!

akhirnya kita pergi nonton si "twilight" itu naik taksi BLUEBIRD bodoh. tadinya mau naik taksi hijau kepunyaan KOPERASI aja tuh, ehh salah nyegat jadi yang biru dengan tulisan BLUEBIRD GROUP ga ngenakin bacanya. well, in conclusion, it was feel like 'Taksi rasa Dosa' why ?? karena ga satupun dari kita ikhlas dn rela ngeluarin duit buat bayar si taksi bertuliskan BLUEBIRD GROUP itu. damn !
sesampainya di 21 La Piazza di bilangan jakarta timur sana.
ternyata di La Piazza belom ada Journey to the center of the earth. so, I think you could imagine how excited si jaman was. his dream to watch 'twilight' the movie, came true.
ternyata pas beli tiket nonton, kita kena pajak bayar PMI sebersar 1000rupiah. jadi total cost nya Rp. 16000. kita pilih tempat duduk di tengah, yang di sebelah kirinya udah ada satu orang yang nempatin.

endy : (muka licik) jangan jangan yang satu orang itu si ira lagi !
jaman : nah luu. pokonya gw ga mau duduk di pojok kiri itu ah !
then, si jaman nd Endy was going to mushola to get some praying stuff.
alhasil, kita tinggal ber3 ( me, nonni nd meqy). at that time we had a silly stupidos little conversations
meqy : (masang tampang curiga nd sok serius) eh siapa ya yang duduk di paling kiri itu ?? jangan - jangan bneran ira nihh.
saqy : ih iya yaa, jangan - jangan iya lagi. bisa pas gitu ya ?
nonni : iya tuh kan lumayan 5000! seribu - seribu jadi 5000 deh ! wah lumayan tuh !
meqy nd saqy : ?????
nonni : (senyum - senyum innocent face ) bener kan ??
saqy : bahahahahaahaha
meqy : iya iyaa bener, bego yaaa kita saq ??
nonni : iyaaa bego lo pada ga bisa ngitung yaa ??
p.s : agak aneh emang itu si nonni akhir2 ini dia suka bermain dengan pikirannya sendiri, dan dengan tiba - tiba, she sout it out without think about it before ! hhh.. then I remember , anak TP (Teknologi Pendidikan, jurusan gw, red) emang aneh - aneh.


eh iya, this is my review about 'Twilight' movie overall :

Kristin Stewart as Bella: An overall good performance. Some of her lines could have been delivered better, but I never saw her as Kristin Stewart, only as Bella. Her voice was a bit deep for my liking at the beginning, but after a while, you get used to it.

Robert Pattinson as Edward : HOTTY STUFF !! Can somebody say hot hot hot? Honestly, he did a fantastic job. Some of his lines could have been delivered better as well, but he really got Edward's sexiness down, along with the whole "I love you I want to kill you." He isn't that HOT in Harry Potter trilogy as Cedric Diggory

okay nd now it's about the special effects :

Speed & Strength: Average. It was nothing great - a lot of the speed was done in slow mo, but I enjoyed it. The vampire baseball game was fun!
Sparkling: Okay, it was cheesy. But let's face it, was there any way to make that look real? It could have been a lot worse than it was.
my favorite scene !

Favorite Scene: The three seconds where they had Bella fantastive about Edward biting her neck. Ooooooomigod. Loved it. XD And the prom scene at the end was really sweet - it changed a lot, but still.
Oh yaa, I do LOVE the vampire baseball games too !! Oh.My.God !! it's just so cool !!

Favorite line: "What a sick, masochistic lion." Rob as Edward delivered it really well.

Favorite Missed Line: Stupid, shiny Volvo owner. Come on, I love that line!


nd my BIG conclusion is : vampire's flirts is definetely different from human's flirts ! It could make all girls in the whole world MELT !! gee.



so just enjoy the movie nd leave me a comment please !